Monday, January 31, 2011

Thursday, January 27, 2011

God hears the prayers you dont even pray

I wanted kinder bueno yesterday when i went to get some munchies but didnt get em cos they're not very satisfying to eat... and i needed the snacks to last for the rest of the day at least.

guess what. my NIE-mother-friend randomly gave me one in class today! and she said 'it's not random, it's cos you're such a sweetie pie'.

awwww. *hearts*

ok time to go to bed and face the 30% microteaching tomorrow. God help me remember all the questions i need to ask and the order in which i planned to ask them =S *scared*

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

randomness & revelation

today i said to a friend in NIE... that the more i'm in NIE the more i feel like i can't teach.

that is all too true.

i was talking with some other friends about deadlines after class. (class in which the tutor told us 'you'll be doing lesson plans for every period you teach' and i'm struggling with handing up assignments where it's like 2 a week?!?!).. feeling pretty stressed about the english assignment - cos i just had no clue what to do/ what's expected. so on the way home i was telling God that i had no clue why he put me in this position. cos i really am so clueless about everything...!

and i was reminded of this as an answer:

And He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in needs, in persecutions, in distresses, for Christ’s sake. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
~2 Corinthians 12:9-11

i am reminded everyday this term that my GPA for last term must have been God. and lol.. for practicum i think He's given me no choice but to glorify him ;)

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i fell asleep thinking bout my english assignment earlier tonight (still without a clue of what i should do). and dreamt about what i wanted to do with the kids 0_o... but when i woke up i only remembered the last bit of the dream! so annoying! and it was some crap about a guy and girl with movie style framing and shots... and there was this mongrel dog that wouldn't leave them alone. then it appeared to the girl in man-form and proclaimed to be her guardian dog... erm

i woke up very much amused =P

Thursday, January 20, 2011

if our God is with us - what could stand against



i have invested... and tasted failure... and realised that i had turned my eyes away from seeking His greatness as my signpost and guiding force - man i need grace.

Monday, January 03, 2011

hello 2011

I have no new year resolutions.. only requests for Daddy God =P at least He doesn't mind me asking and asking and loves me perfectly.

and just so i remember them next year:

1. clarity in where i'm going - to see him working in everything, opening the right doors and closing the others (even if my emotions say otherwise)

2. peace at home - to be united in the Word... for me to take my place as an adult

3. to be increased - in my ability to multitask, to address people's needs, speak into people's lives, to be great in whatever position i am called to be in at any point in time

4. healing & perfect eyesight

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heh. i just looked through previous posts - couple months ago i would've taken a photo of each christmas present and blogged about them to commemorate the event. hmmm have i changed that much?