baby steps

they had a halloween party in halls today... (3 days late oops.) the funny thing is... they did up all the lights with red paper.. and it reminded me of the red light district in amsterdam HAHA. so much so i bothered to take a photo =P


anyway... that's a side point. tomorrow's the briefing for the worship ministry recruit-hopefuls. egg-citing! =)

i decided to stop second guessing myself and sign up. funny really.. that i came home and kept thinking about how i wanted to continue to serve in worship - and when the time came i put all the other commitments before it... before God really. i eventually decided to jump in.. to stop thinking about the what-ifs and trust that God will make time (well... firstly, make me get through the auditions) and grow me.

the last audition i had was when i was 16... and that failure to get in and a combination of so many other things stopped me from singing then... fear mainly. but so many things in the last two years have started me off again... and i want to keep growing.

so here goes =)