randomness & revelation

today i said to a friend in NIE... that the more i'm in NIE the more i feel like i can't teach.

that is all too true.

i was talking with some other friends about deadlines after class. (class in which the tutor told us 'you'll be doing lesson plans for every period you teach' and i'm struggling with handing up assignments where it's like 2 a week?!?!).. feeling pretty stressed about the english assignment - cos i just had no clue what to do/ what's expected. so on the way home i was telling God that i had no clue why he put me in this position. cos i really am so clueless about everything...!

and i was reminded of this as an answer:

And He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in needs, in persecutions, in distresses, for Christ’s sake. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
~2 Corinthians 12:9-11

i am reminded everyday this term that my GPA for last term must have been God. and lol.. for practicum i think He's given me no choice but to glorify him ;)

...

i fell asleep thinking bout my english assignment earlier tonight (still without a clue of what i should do). and dreamt about what i wanted to do with the kids 0_o... but when i woke up i only remembered the last bit of the dream! so annoying! and it was some crap about a guy and girl with movie style framing and shots... and there was this mongrel dog that wouldn't leave them alone. then it appeared to the girl in man-form and proclaimed to be her guardian dog... erm

i woke up very much amused =P