i realised... that i have been sinking back into the past me for some time now since coming to London. invisibility is somehow easier to deal with.
but. *growl* i don't want it to be that way.
bloody difficult to be my friend rite? i'm there a moment... and then i'm gone... you can't find me, and i won't let you in... how to develop any good friendships like that... [that silent almost invisible person in class... pathetic.]
dumdumdum. time to stop all this outward activity and receive... get back to myself again... stop looking back.
hmm. the courage to put my heart out there for the world to see. man. i need a revelation.
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