Saturday, February 21, 2009

so disturbing

it's one of those days where the world crashes down on me the moment i open my eyes

the panicky... jittery... fluttering feeling
of having a ton of deadlines
of needing to interact with people but not feeling up to it

so i roll over and go back to sleep
then wake up again feeling guilty cos i slept more than i should have/ needed and have a ton of things to do

and i want to go back to sleep where the world can't haunt me

but there's work to do.
so shoo. go'way. Jesus has redeemed me from these kind of days.

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