hard headed-ness

i am angry beyond belief. *GROWL* prepare yourself for a Rant.

so i planned my day by the hour...
1000: go for lecture
1100: do computing project
1200: next lecture
1300-1400: lunch and chill a bit
1400-1500: find keith (the programming lecturer) to sort out the problems in my project
1500-1730: do more programming till the lab closes
1800-roughly 1930: study stats
after dinner-1 hr later: clean kitchen
then study stats till the exam tmr

instead...
1. at 1400 hrs they started the UCAS interviews. and keith was one of the interviewers... and interviews ended at about 1600hrs. therefore. screwed. cos i couldn't do anything else with computing till i got the problem sorted
2. all the cubicles were full cos everyone was trying to study for the stats exam and the lab was booked for UCAS
3. i had no stats notes on me cos i thought i'd be doing computing
4. therefore i had to go home... where kenneth took pains to annoy me for half an hr when i was trying to take a nap and get rid of the 'pekchek'-ness
5. then i realised that ken invited people over for tea... so i couldn't study at home (no way i can concentrate with friends over)
6. so i took (what was to be) a 30 min nap... but got poked by ken at the 20 min mark... got kueh lapis waved in my face... half pulled out of bed... and saved by mayling going 'aiyah let her sleep kenneth!'
7. the grouch arose.
8. 1530: brought laptop to school and stats notes in a bid to get some stats done in case i couldn't get a comp
9. couldn't concentrate at all cos i was really just too annoyed
10. FINALLY managed to see keith at 1630-1700
11. crammed as much programming as i could into the last 3o min before the lab closed

and here i am now blogging instead of mugging. sigh.


So Daddy's teaching me to rely on Him instead of my planning and my schedules
all things work for good... yeah...
but ARGH it's a bloody. HARD. lesson. to learn.

i gives up.
give me a revelation Lord. yo.

(and there was something else i wanted to post today... but no mood liao)