post-exams!

so must thank God first... that i have survived!
haha and it's been fun... this mugging time with almost no stress cos i -finally- learnt (well at least a little) to depend on Him instead of worrying and worrying over grades.

quick update about the papers:
-the 2nd one intro was yucky... with weird qu
-the 3rd one was yucky... where the stuff i was more confident in came up with really specific & focused questions
-the 4th one was german... which was okay.. i think. it was a tricky paper and my grammar uhhh... but it's fine ^^
-the 5th one today (or yday considering the time) was the best one by far =) or maybe tt's just cos i was prepared for almost all the topics (cos i didn't do extra reading harhar) and the questions were nice and straightforward. 'discuss _____'... i like.

thank You Daddy for alot alot of grace and stress-free mugging times =) and for the brother to mugmugmug & crunchyroll with!

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so exams are over...
so life kicks in again...
so must start thinking about other things...
ohwell.

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so i found a fbook msg from jeanine the other day... which in gist went - 'i don't know what's happening in your life anymore and i want to be involved'... and the very next moment on fbook i found the profile of a fren from pre-primary (yes. tt long ago) who was more of an acquaintance to begin with. and i didn't even recognise her face at first lol.

amazing... that one is traversing in completely different social circles but present... that one is completely absent physically... but will never be out of that inner circle.
[ehe. i love you muchly! =) forever my jie... even if cannot keep contact properly cos skool and stuff is overwhelming]

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and so after OCF i came back and started spring cleaning and sorting my stuff out to leave here/ bring back... crazy i know. packing room at 1am in the morning -_-"
sorting through all the papers... and throwing them away (probably threw away a small tree), i got round to sorting my 'memories' box. and i found dozens of little cards and notes (yesh i keep them all) just for this time in london... the notes which said 'goodbye we'll miss you when you're gone', the notes which said 'hello you, new-old-friend', notes in which the - i bothered to write something to you cos you mean something to me - just spoke to me.

i'm really really blessed... with friendships upon friendships...
with people so awesome that i don't think i deserve to be with
man. Daddy's given me so. so. much.