Thursday, May 08, 2008

turning off

i just finished watching one litre of tears for the second time and it struck me that this time round i disengaged my feelings from watching... disengaged empathy. how odd... when the first time i was in tears with the characters (lol.) not that watching it the second time round was any less poignant... dunno. i feel heartless somehow. oops.

tell me. is this what most guys are like when watching soaps? identifying with the situation but not having the personal involvement with the show...

somehow it reminds me of how emotionless i used to be... strong, unshakable - 'oh. okay' would be my reaction then... ... but dead on the inside.
and to think i used to feel superior and safe... that no one could enter.

ohwell.
glory to glory =P

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