this is the video which ate 4 days of my life.


but it was good... and quite amazing actually, how everything kind of fell in place. i spent one whole day looking for the song... emailed the OCF people in desperation... and at the end of the day, went 'Daddy help, give me a song', randomly clicked on something in my itunes... and found it. amazing. (and all the songs suggested after that didn't have quite the same ring)

and people were asking me what the song was at the end of the event cos the people they invited wanted to know... so i guess it really was holy spirit inspired.. heh.

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but now that there's nothing to rush... simply studying feels very empty =S i need some inspiration Lord. Daddy i'm scared... have no faith... and i don't know what i'm doing anymore. and annoying thoughts are intruding again