Sunday, July 24, 2011

God plans your way and guides your steps

i was really blessed by a random event yesterday... i was with a bunch of teachers on a rece kinda thing at the airport in the morning. basically the lot of us are going to be taking care of P2s while they do their alternative assessment there.

What struck me, was how much planning had gone into making the worksheets, ensuring the fairness of the test, doing the routes... etc etc. and even then, when we were there, we were constantly troubleshooting as we familiarised ourselves with the various places and possible routes.


  • Are the questions too hard?
  • What are the potential mistakes the kids will make?
  • What kind of behavioural problems will we face? How do we prevent them?

etc etc.

then as I was leaving the place i thought - wow. this is what God does for every moment of our lives.

teachers aren't infallible... so we can plan and plan but somehow we most likely will still have to deal with unforeseen circumstances on the day itself.
God on the other hand is faithful and He never fails!

I will bring the blind by a way they did not know;
I will lead them in paths they have not known.
I will make darkness light before them,
And crooked places straight.
These things I will do for them,
And not forsake them.
~Isaiah 42:16

that's just one example... gosh. someone compiled a whole list of verses for times of stress here and it's super encouraging.

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The general attitude of the P2s also encourages me a lot.
They have such faith in us teachers - Teacher will make all things right, just tell teacher. Teacher will take care of us etc etc. They ask 'where are we going next?' but still happily follow. Heh there's never even a fleeting thought that  the teacher might be wrong. God does all that perfect planning for my life. no wonder the bible calls us to have faith like a child.

Sunday, July 17, 2011

beliefs change the world

i wanted to blog a comment earlier this week but couldn't find the time/ energy. basically that beliefs really shape the world... they create, fund, support life. they shape the way you view the world and what you do. and in the God-sense they call forth into existence the things that God would like to bless you with. do you believe in Jesus? do you believe, that there is a God who is greater than all you can possibly conceive? that this God who is greater than anything you can dream of loves you because of Jesus, and guides you, guards you, sets up your life for you, blesses you... do you believe that you are special?

there's a war within me at the moment...
in the midst of shopping for shoes with some great friends today... its like God was telling me that all of that was fleeting. 'could you walk away from that if i ask you to?' was the question - it wasn't really referring to the friendships themselves but to the fragility of everything in life.

i am so emotionally attached to it all...
can i truly lose what i have now... and embrace what God has in store for me? i've finally begun to embrace teaching (metanoia truly... changing my belief to one where i realise that this path is an anointed and a blessed, God ordained one, and one that i am given the strength to walk) but the thought of yet more change, yet more loss/ more gain/ more challenges is so daunting...

but what do i believe then? most likely that the life i envision for myself is better than what God has in store right?

do i really believe that when God takes first place and i follow it will all be okay? no. better than okay... great?