oh gosh

i am so not coping.

howwww.

how to juggle experiments... lab report... essay
it's like the 3rd day of school, i have to design an experiment, prepare it and have it more or less up and running by next week (okay it's a group thing. but argh) then for seminar tomorrow i have to prepare an essay plan, of which the topic is one i completely skipped last year when mugging... and i don't have an introduction text to waffle by... grawh...

then there's ocf... being a group leader... worship I/C for the year
ton of admin... and relationships - admin i can handle... being sociable just eats me up after a while. like after the walkabout in london with freshers and getting to know something like 15 new people i was just completely gone for the day. but i suppose fellowship is different... fellowship uplifts. and i really don't want to just be a leader that spouts bible knowledge at people... cos it's really not about knowledge.. it's about the relationship... and developing the relationship with someone so lovely

and there's house stuff... cooking... packing up
cooking takes up an extraordinary amount of time... gosh. but there's no way i can be 'can't be bothered'... and if anyone in the house really 'can't be bothered' then the rest of us are in trouble for the rest of the year =S

and woah. i just realised i'll be having jap evening classes on tuesdays - and mon and tue are my 10 to 5 days. bleh.

shucks.

i should really go spend time with Daddy before i spout anything else