last 2 days of camp

the normalcy of life is rather infuriating - rather... the fact that i have no control over my schedule and the parents keep asking me to do things. right-o. but i want to spend time with them... not doing things for them -.-"" (ok stop whining now)

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my previous post was so wordy... so some pics

um... RSM = cool?
jer and his towel - i said it looked like a hair salon... therefore we have this picture
camera crew at work (and i'm slacking off and taking the pic)

Day 4
session 4:
to round off the preaching for the camp in the morning...
ministering by pastor... amazing stuff... he went around laying hands on everyone (i bet RSM people were really stressed) and people were just getting slain left right centre. cool huh. basically the anointing was for impartation of giftings and callings

that said... when i kena the anointing, what Daddy was talking to me about wasn't quite on the same topic. giftings-wise... i definately received something, but i have no clue what it is specifically lol.

they changed the program yet again and cancelled the malacca race in the afternoon. really thank God -> it was an answered prayer cos the whole time i was longing for some time of sharing with the servers... to hear what portion other people got and how Daddy has touched their lives. but as servers... all the cluster time that's planned into the camp schedule is usually spent preparing for service and 'fighting fires' of program changes along the way (i applaud the camp comm... i think they barely slept for the whole 5 days)

i was surprised to be singled out during the big-group-sharing - but i was really affirmed i think... didn't expect what was said at all... to me it's just normal to serve (even though it was one day from touching down to sg and all)... a heart of a server? me? really? i'm just faithful to the One who was first faithful to me... who pulled me out of the darkness i couldn't escape no matter how much i ran

last session:
or more of a celebration... heh. we had the time-honoured pool-side dinner, with no pool to be seen -.-" cos the covered area and the pool was separated by a wall lol. then performances by each cluster, worship and non-sleep that night

i can't pinpoint what/ who i was blessed by that night... only that there were a few 'dmc's in the course of the night... and also rubbishy things lol. made new friends... made new-old friends... learnt that people aren't as frightening as i've always thought they were... a lot of little little things, bits of 'building-up' and confirmation

Day 5
gosh this post is really disjointed.

i got latched out of the room when i wanted to go to sleep at 5am *tsk* by mistake at least... cos the latch was half closed but i just couldn't open the door. slept in the ballroom... on the chairs outside the ballroom (and found out on sat that my cg was awake and sharing in JJ's room just opposite mine. it wasn't meant to be i guess haha.)

then it was breakfast and packing and trying to wake my roomie up and leaving for singapore. i ko-ed for the first half of the bus ride... had a bit of worship in the 2nd half and then found myself in sg eating fried blue cheese with vid people..

congratulations. you have reached the end of the camp experience. fortunately this is not the end of the God experience...

i think camps are amazing... cos they're an awesome opportunity for acceleration... 5 days of God knocking you off your feet with revelation after revelation, and experiencing more and more of His love. i kind of feel like i've been to a chiropractor... bones aligned, well stretched, dusted off and ready to run another year. eh Lord... i want to learn to walk in this kind of revelation... in Your kind of life.