but i can ask for more

the 'about me' bit on the side of my blog currently says:
 'now alive in Christ, cannot ask for more'
but i just watched this clip from bethel church
http://www.ibethel.tv/watch/881/testimonies-healings-and-the-presence/2010/10/06

and i realised... that i need to change that status... cos i can ask for more, so much more! just that i haven't been asking - my view of God just continues to be enlarged.

today i just realised that i've never asked for healing - it has never sunk in that Jesus is my Healer... cos well, it's just you know, the natural way things go. You fall sick, take medication and wait for the annoying symptoms to go away. Or maybe in some cases, you fall sick, take medication and live knowing that it will never go away (like my dad on medication for hypertension and diabetes for the last 10 years). heck... i think to some extent i stopped considering that as sick! it was just 'normal'

but normal isn't the truth...
and normal isnt the way we were meant to live.
healing isn't an option... it isnt a belief,
it's a portion of the truth, a way of life -
God's way of life.

I wanna live in that kinda life, the supernatural kind, where the things of God, things of the supernatural are normal to me, where i see that everything is simply just so and just right in God's plan. where i act just so, and am in line with God's plan.
that i may see miracles as normal, but never become familiar and prideful - that i'll be perpetually awe-inspired and perpetually in worship of His goodness and greatness working in and through me. that Jesus (who is the sole cause that all of this is possible) will be glorified