pontang!

haha here i am ponning the first lecture in my life! [i'm so guai right?! loll.] but honestly... this lecturer ah.... can spend 30 min on one slide, whizz through the rest... and then not finish the lecture... and i don't think i've learnt much from her -_-

so instead i'm camping out at the comp to do my lab which is due wed *panic*... first time i've left a lab till so late to do. but in the end i'm still here on blogger typing out this post XD.
highlight of today... getting my bible back from angus =P and going to eat a happymeal (*yay* the last time i had one was when i was... 8 i think. haha) two full grown kiddies oops.

i think labs make me more reflective... simply by virtue of me having to sit down and stare at a blank comp screen and fill it with words. and then there's procrastination and blogsurfing induced. lol.

and so i was reading jofid's blog and was really blessed by her post:
If God is love, and if He ceases to love you, He ceases to be God...


and a couple of other random thoughts floated through my mind:
-i'm really blessed... to know the people i do, to have these people as my friends
-do i make a good friend? i do wonder that. (and most times i don't think i make a good friend... i take things for granted too easily... the other half of the time i lose sight of Daddy i become this hermit/ recluse lol.)
-do i make a good daughter? (i don't think so... though i guess i'm something my parents can be proud off. sorry... though you'd never see this... haha. i think i make you tear your hair out over me. then again i do that over you, so i guess we're quits. lol)
-do i make a good christian? (haha this one i don't really bother replying myself. answer = no... but God's grace is enough^^)
-along with the old stuff that i shelved cos there were too many things to do... trust, time, love, expectations... will probably revisit them once all this work is done


and i guess at the end of it all, no matter what problem or question... the answer is Jesus ^^
being transformed from glory to glory in His image


and a spirit of expectancy
to expect good things of Daddy God =)
-still learning to remain a child in His presence-

[edit] i went to the 12pm lecture... and found a notice on the door saying that the 11am lecture was cancelled. so effectively i still haven't ponned school! go me! [/edit]