questions for Daddy.

So.

Why do i have parents that want to know everything? no privacy leh.

Why do they want to read all the documents when they are unable to digest/ don't want to read properly and end up asking lots of strange unrelated questions?

Why the parents talk/ worry so much but don't contribute much in the way of helping me decide/ actually doing something like research if they want to know/ worry so much?

Why You never give me all the scholarships/ uni choices that were my first choice?

Why You give me all my last choices? so weird.

Why You never tell me Your plans? I'm so blur!

Where in the world am i going?



relevant eh...?

i suppose i can actually answer all those questions... the answers are written on my spirit... my life is for Him... and He's giving me His best and nothing less... too bad they don't coincide with my plans... and too bad that i don't know how in the world His plans are gonna make my dreams (dreams that He put in my heart) come true. well. God's best is Definately better than my best.

but. zomg. the last few 'why' questions i've been asking God... lol i'm such a petulant child.

DADDY I WANT THE CANDY!!! IT IS BRIGHT AND PRETTY!!! I WANT IT NOW!!

No.

BUT DAAAAADDY...!!!!

It's not good for you.

DADDY! DADDY PLEASE! PWEASE? *puppydog eyes*

I have better things in store for you. Comeon now.

*throws tantrum* WHY WHY WHY WHY!!! I WANT IT NOW!!!

sounds familar? haha. i kinda identify with that. lol


so.
i'm gonna take what He has given me and run with it. who knows what the future holds? who cares actually. I know He holds my future.