so. not very spiritual. not very full of faith. not very calm.



i'm freaking scared to open the letterbox cos i know that med results are out.

it's strange you know. cos i keep going Lord guide me, lead me in the path you want me to go. but if things don't go the way i envision them to go... i start whining and complaining and being sad etc.

Just yesterday Sam shared about serving... and keeping your eyes on Him alone, not on the results/ expectations of you/ that you have as a server. seriously. i need to apply that to life... to all aspects of my life.

Romans 8:28
And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.
~NKJV

We are assured and know that [God being a partner in their labor] all things work together and are [fitting into a plan] for good to and for those who love God and are called according to [His] design and purpose.
~Amplified

With God as my partner... i can lean on Him... i question myself, do i really believe? and the answer i suppose is no. if i did completely believe, i'd be leaning on Him now... and i'll be unafraid.

So. Daddy. Teach me more about You. Give me a fresh revelation about Your goodness. Let me be completely dependent and really know that all things work for good.