what i know... and what i feel... are separate

so. i am stopping myself from feeling second rate.

it's rather absurd.

student... going to study psychology in NUS... good right? especially since student will probably at least do a masters in it.

but when you add in all the 'should have's... it changes everything.

should have qualified for an American uni
should have gotten this/ that scholarship to go overseas
should have taken a loan/ earned enough money to go to UK
should have gotten into medicine


FOCUS Charity. it's His plan. your plans without His grace bring you nowhere.

Delight yourself also in the LORD, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
~Psalm 37:4

well. He knows my heart better than i know mine.
so. now i have big dreams without the plan i thought i had to get there.
woah, check it out. a little more of dying to self.
i human... say... 'cannot make it'
God says 'I am'
so there.
live.