cos i've just realised that i've kinda walked out of the lives of 30-odd people and i'm walking into the lives of 30-odd other people. fine. not 'out' per-se... but they won't be the people i talk to every week, the people i share things with, the people i do random things with (not as often anyhow). i suppose that's why people don't like changing cg... and maybe i've been spoilt as well... always moving in the same circles.
that is scary... somehow.
and recently i've also been feeling like i live a 'london' life separate from the 'singapore' life... the social circles are all too different. changing from near total privacy to having parents who would read my emails over my shoulder... and my text messages -.-" lol. but to think... that the 40 odd people who are 'family' over there... once uni ends and we all come back... it's just gonna be like this... kinda there.. kinda gone.. (probably my fault also for not going for summer ocf... doing churchy things 3/4 nights a week... would love to, but not quite possible at the moment =P)
and then there are the many many people i know and haven't talked to in ages... some i've lost contact with.
i just wonder... is this it?
is that all there is to it?
and i think... somehow this would be all the more so when teaching... batch after batch of people you spend time with... batch after batch who disappear.
live for today eh?
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