oh lookie what i found on youtube

lovely choreography... man...


in any case.
i don't know what i'm doing... don't know where i'm going
but i guess that's where Daddy can use me

i'm learning that... slowly slowly - haha need it to be knocked into me man
time of seasoning.
take a verse... rub it in... marinate.
then poke (ouch.) and see whether what comes out is sweet.

shucks. i kinda wish i could skip the revealing of flesh...
skip the boring waiting...
and skip the poking. (change hurts.)
but there are so many things God needs to change
change heart
change mind
change soul
and it takes time to be more and more like Him yeah?
so i surrender.
break me Lord.
break this caged mentality,
break the expectations, the guilt
so my focus is You.