what am i doing here?

i should be writing my essay for the University Scholars Programme....

pfft.

but the question looks like this:
Write an essay that explains why you’ve been intrigued by an idea, concept, or theory you have encountered. This idea can come from either a traditional academic discipline -- such as history, science, philosophy, or mathematics -- or from fields such as film, engineering, art, or politics.
(400 to 600 words)
that's not too bad... then they have this:
In planning your essay, bear the following in mind: we are looking for evidence of your specific, first-hand response to an idea or theory. Your essay should identify the idea and explain if you have a personal, unique, or notable relation to it. Then, analyze the concept with as much detail and depth as possible, explaining how your engagement with this idea changed or broadened your thinking.
i don't know what to write about... it's not like i keep track of the stuff that changes my life drastically. discipline i guess will probably be history/ science/ film/ art.. hmm maybe write on life/ death/ birth/ forgiveness perhaps...

bah. 8 days more to the due date

and here's a revisitation of the things to do list...


1. study for basic theory & take test
2. learn driving & advanced theory
3. rip and burn cds for dad
4. finish cross stitch
5. pack my tables and floor (the room's not too messy) - hopefully by today =P
6. finish learning Classical Gas
7. learn how to play Radical Dreamers
8. read the bible at least once through
9. learn photoshop from nbyn
10. make my paper model train i bought from taiwan
11. try to shrink that phonics pdf file... (nah. not bothering)
12. clean up my bio notes so i can sell them - i think i have to get rid of all the diagrams... maybe put spaces so people can draw their own... and references so they can find the pics in campbell perhaps
o Carbon
o Water
o Water relations
o Lipids
o Cell membrane structure
o Microscopy
o Carbohydrates
o Proteins
o Enzymes
o Mitosis & meiosis
o Genetic control & inheritance
o Inherited changes
o Evolution
o Transport in mammals
o Respiration
o Photosynthesis
o Ecology
o Transport in plants
o Homeostasis, liver, endocrine
o Kidney (to make)
o Nervous control
o Molecular genetics
o Intro to biotech (to make)
o Medical biotech
o Food biotech
o Agricultural biotech (to finish)
o Environmental biotech (to make)
uh... 13? learn makeup from nbyn?

on a side note... stuff i need to do around march
1. apply to uni
2. do that psc scholarship application =S

well i did other things =P
1. apply for Global Merit Scholarship
2. get random things certified true
3. get hooked on some strange fanfic or another
4. make sermon slides for the book of Romans (i will get round to doing the rest of the new testament... i will...)

meh. procrastination