Tuesday, January 29, 2008

stand still

here i am... doing yet another lab report... and as usual... procrastination results in a blog post.

what's there to say? hmmm.

lots of 'what if's are going through my head
a couple of 'if only's.
fiendish things... these 'what if's and 'if only's...

the past 3 days have been a whirl of confusion/ activity/ general non-work-ness
2 in-house movies screened in my room on my comp...
mugging parties (during which i talked to people on msn etc. hehe.)
talking to people in real life...

what if - if only...

strangely enough. i haven't been thinking much. (i'm contradicting myself. ugh.) just shoving these 'what if's and 'if only's out of the way. trying... desperately, perhaps. to lean on Daddy God and trust that everything will be okay. i'm learning... forever learning... how good He is.

oh shut up. voice of unbelief.

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